So, as I type this I should really be packing for my trip to Nashville, since we'll be out tonight. My flight leaves at 6am tomorrow, so I have an early wake up call. Anyhow, I'll get to it before I have to get into mommy-driver duty!
I'm super excited to be running the Rock n Roll Half Marathon in Nashville this Sat. Not so much because I love country music, hilly courses, and humidity, but because I'll be running alongside my BFF since high school! This will be her first half marathon and I'm thrilled I was the one who motivated her to sign up. I was asking if maybe she'd like to run the 5K, but she surprised me and said she'd join me in the half marathon! You can imaging my excitement!!! She's been training for about 12 weeks and I've been supporting her via text messages and phone calls. This got me thinking about my own first half marathon and how my cousin, who's an avid marathon runner, came to run alongside me for my first half marathon. I remember how happy I was to have someone with all of her experience running with me and supporting me. It really helped make my first half marathon experience such a good one! As excited as I am to now be the one paying it forward and being the "experienced" runner, I'm also nervous about my own performance. Hills aren't my jam, I mean, let's be honest, they aren't anyones jam! I'm also not as fast or fit as I was a few years ago and it's messing with my head (see what I did there?). I've put in the miles and ran hills in my training, but I'm afraid I'll be seen as a fraud. Like, yea I call myself a runner, but then I'm huffing and puffing at mile 10. I'm afraid I won't be the best support for her or worse yet, that she'll be the one supporting me! Won't that be embarrassing!?!
I'm working on keeping a positive mindset and trust that I won't fail. I need to trust that it's going to be a fun experience, no matter the outcome. I admit, this is hard to do. It's hard to feel your best, when you know you could do better because you have done better. Ok, I know I am overreacting to a hypothetical situation and it's silly, but it's the truth and I can't be anything but honest. Have you ever felt this way before? Be it running or another aspect of your life, I bet you have. I can also say from experience that things aren't usually as bad as you think they're gonna be. Am I right? So, I am leaving it all here on the blog. I'm typing it out here but then I'm going to think of how happy I'll be seeing my best friend, who I haven't seen almost 5years. I'm going to focus on how awesome it is that I'll be running my 14th half marathon in 2 days. I'm excited to visit and explore a new city and eat some pretty good food too!! And, I'm gonna go pack...
Who's been to Nashville? Any recommendations on must-see or must-eats? I'll be back next week to let you know how it went and if you are struggling with feelings of self-doubt too, stay strong and know you aren't alone. XO